Nikki Bella 'speechless' after John Cena admits he wants her back

Nikki Bella Says She Only Shared a Bed With John Cena '30 Days Total Out of 6 Months' Prior to Split

"What's hard at times and what people don't realize about my relationship is I'm alone a lot and I'm alone in these big, lovely homes, which you're like, gosh, I mean, these homes are unreal", the 34-year-old wrestler admits in the season 3 premiere of Total Bellas.

She also added,"But to be honest, since we've gotten engaged, John and I have probably shared our bed together maybe 30 days total out of, like, six months. Or, like, 40 days".

For the first time on the premiere of Total Bellas season 3, Nikki Bella spills the beans on how lonely she felt after her engagement with John Cena six-year-back because of his hectic schedule.

"John is such an incredible man".

"Sometimes you tip-toe around John to not make him angry and I think that's bulls-t", Brie said.

"I just want John and I both to live happily ever after, whether it's together or separate, and I just don't want us to go down the road in life and have regrets of like "I did this for you" or "you did this for me". "Hopefully that's together, maybe it's not". "If you look at me in 2012 and you look at me sitting right here, it's a learning experience and one I'm grateful for. I think there is hope".

"It's been very hard".

The Blockers star continued: "I don't want anybody else".

This morning, Cena told Kathie Lee and Hoda, "I love her. But I don't have any other hopes, other than one day that we can work it out".

While Nikki claimed that she "hadn't heard" what Cena said on the show and, when told about his comments, looked surprised.

"For anyone out there speculating on what I'm doing with my life now: I still love Nicole. The day I say my vows, I want to say them once and I want to fully mean them, and so that's what made me hesitant - am I ready to say these vows?" I want to be the father of her children. I learned so much from yesterday, just by being able to be comfortable with who I am and being honest in public.



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